I'm not sure if anyone checks into this site anymore, my last entry was in April just prior to Pam's memorial. For those of you that could not make it, it went well and was heartbreaking and wonderful at the same time. Standing room only. So many people coming up to me on the way to the reception hall I was overwhelmed. A blur of fragmented conversations.
Myself, David, Pia, Axel, Billy, Zac and of course Jack all went to Tiarra del mar for the rest of the weekend and spread her ashes on Cape Kiwanda.
I seem to be doing okay, therapy has helped. There are good days and bad. The sleepless nights are infrequent instead of the norm.
This Thanksgiving I will be traveling to Boulder, spending time with David, Pia and my 13 month old grandson Axel!! I am so looking forward to seeing them all. Jack will be spending that time with some dear friends who happen to have Jack's half Sister, Theona. Watching them togeather is hysterical!!
I have recieved several emails from folks checking in which has been good for me. A few close friends are still in touch and I see them frequently. I have re-connected with a couple very good freinds from High School and am enjoying their company when we get togeather.
I have taken "Milagro" out several times and hope to make extended voyages next year aboard her, a circumnavigation of Vancouver Island is the plan.
Ben
